I haven't thought of something more sense to say lately. I was encrypt with the thought of being busy during my last days on school.(whew)..all the projects that they can think of barely makes me think dude, they are just gonna browse it and make our sheets as scratch! or even can be used as future test papers on midterm.(":)?....well, anyway..i jz come to school wishfully thinking i could learn even for a bit..honestly-nothing comes into my mind..maybe bcoz i'm really not interested on my courses now..it sucks BIG TIME!oh sheesh..anyway, i still have more days to count on my cellphone calendar b4 i hit the stage and freakin' ran with my diploma!!!!,...

You're not alone
together we stand
i'll be by your side
you know i'll take your hand
when it gets cold
and it feels like the end
theres no place to go you know i wont give in
no i wont give in.

Chorus :

Keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
just stay strong
cause you know i'm here for you, i'm here for you
theres nothing you can say, nothing you can do
theres no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through.

So far away i wish you were here
before it's too late this could all disapear
before the doors close, and it comes to an end
but with you by my side i will fight and defend i'll fight and defend yeah yeah.

Chorus

Hear me when i say, when i say
i believe nothings gonna change, nothings gonna change destiny
what ever is meant to be
will work out perfectly yeah yeah yeah yeah
ladadahdah,ladadahdah,ladadahdahdadadah...

Keep Holding On
'cause ya know we'll make it through we'll make it through
just stay strong cause ya know i'm here for you, i'm here for you
There's nothing you can Say,nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through, We'll make it Through

Keep holdin on(x2)

There's nothing you can Say,nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through, We'll make it Through

Avril L. 

Body: YOUR GUY SIDE:
[X] You like hoodies.
[X] You like jeans.
[] Dogs are better than cats.'on my
opinion .
[ ] It's hilarious when people get
hurt.'
[X] You've played with/against girls on
a team..
[ ] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies are boring
[ ] You own/ed an X-Box.
[ ] Played with HotWheels cars as a
kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to
be a firefighter.
[] You own/ed a DS, PS/ps2, game boy
Sega.
[] You used to be obsessed with Power
Rangers.
[] You watch sports on TV.
[ ] Vampire movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball
caps.'haha.
[] You like going to high school
games.
[] You used to/do collect football/nba
cards.
[ ] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers
with a bunch of people.
[X] Green, black, red, blue,
or silver are one of your favorite
colors.'
[] You love to go crazy and not care
what people think.
[] Sports are fun.
[] Talk/ed with food in your mouth.
[ ] Sleep with your socks on at night.

TOTAL: 4

YOUR GIRL SIDE:
[X] You wear lip gloss/stick.
[X] You love to shop.
[] You wear eyeliner.'always
[X] You wear the color pink.
[ ] Go to your mom for advice.
[X] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[X] You like hanging out at the mall.
[] You like getting manicures and/or
pedicures.
[X] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your
wardrobe.
[X] Shopping is one of your favorite
hobbies.
[X ] You don't like the movie Star
Wars.
[] You were in gymnastics/dance.
[x] It takes you more than one hour to
shower,get dressed.
[X] You smile a lot more than you
should.
[ X] You have more than 10 pairs of
shoes.
[X] You care about what you look
like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you
can.
[] You like wearing body
spray/perfume.
[X] You love the movies.
[] Used to play with dolls as little
kid.
[X] Like putting make-up on someone
else for someone else to enjoy it
[X] Like being the star of every
thing.

TOTAL: 15

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Thank you for putting up with me while i go
through my journey.it is
like battling a demon.The battle is within me and
something i feel i could not fight.You
were right i have never felt this way before .you
know why i said that?it is because
i allowed my self to manipulate all the other
system
that are within my power.i
shut all the possibilities that one day when i look
back this would be my biggest
regret.i shut it because i know i would never
regret.A love so true has no regrets
even if you dont get what you work so hard for ...in
the end.That is why i disregard
the idea that one day i would have to watch him
leave and know that deep within
me he is never coming back.He is in deed a
dream a dream i never wish to end.I am
holding on to that dream that is why i wouldnt want
to let go yet,but holding on
for as long as i can doesnt mean holding on
forever.i dont believe in forever either
that is what i used to because you said there is no
such thing,but he made me believe
in a lot of things and one of them which was we
can stay this way for eternity.a
moment with him is forever for more.forever might
be a word but it exists.It is
a place where dreams come true ...where hope
did not go to oblivion,it is a place
where kisses heals wounds where embrace can
take away fears,where touch can take
away doubts.That is forever and i believe him
because i felt it.we may not last
another weeks,another months or even years but
he took me to that place where dates
are mere numbers you count on to say that this is
how long i have him for a moment
and that is enough for me through this
lifetime.Hopefully i can have him a little
longer to lasts another lifetime.
Looking back ,you and i have been together in
everything and i can never keep a
secret from you.You are too wise to be fooled.they
say wise people are poor in the
matters of the heart.I wish to erase that cliche.It is
not true that i choose to
beat for wrong people.i just do.You should know
better that my beating is involuntary.if
i could be held within the palm of the hand,then it
would be a lot easier not to
give any explanation.But i cant be and this makes
us human so i keep my feet on
the ground the groundby feeling and hurting.you
dont have to make any excuses for
me anymore or lie to me...because regardless of
the tears and pain i am happy.You
asked me how can i take it....it is about loving
without expecting to be loved back.
i may say one thing but mean another...but when i
say i love him...i really do.love
is not blind.it is only by the people who hoped to
have more when they already have
everything...it is about taking everything including
those you hope to take away.i
dont have to see myself in his eyes just as long as
he sees himself in mine.i dont
have to frown when i know his smoles werent mine
just as long as i am smiling because
of him and he knows it.
i am weak and might be helpless but how many
weak and helpless have felt what am
i feeling? it is a bliss that no word can contain.to
define is to limit the feeling
so i just enjoy it
i have loved lost and grieved and yes i havent
healed because i dont want to heal.healing
is as good as forgetting
and i wouldnt want to forget.i have moved on the
dealt of life equally well despite
my hadicap so i dont need to heal and forget.
Before i end i want to tell you something you still
probably wouldnt understand
but i know in time you would come to see it as i
did
love is not getting what you have not even getting
what you deserve.it is getting
nothing and somehow getting everything if you see
it the way i did you wouldnt ask
anymore and still be wise .Perhaps if we can see
again throgh the same eyes we used
to look at before through the same window.maybe
they would say we are the first
to break the cliche..

always,

---> HEART